Kelly Wigles wrote:
Do you mind telling us more about your girlfriend? How did you two meet? Also how far is the distance between you and how did you come to that arrangement?
Depression is a very tough thing to live with, it's impressive that you could play the game and deal with depression as well.
The sudden interest in my personal life, interesting haha. We met on a video game called Town of Salem. (Missy plays that game too, she told me back when this started which I thought was cool as hell) We were actually yelling at each other, because she did something stupid that made both of us lose so I was pissed at her, and she was pissed at me. We ended up in the same lobby for a while and eventually talked that night. We stayed up till like 5 am just talking about life, and realized there was something there. Long story short, I went to meet her in January and we've been going strong since.
The distance was pretty far up until now, she's moving a lot closer to me, 10 hour drive, still far but manageable. I've always been the type that would rather stay at home on the computer than go out partying, so I think it's fitting that I met her online.
Yeah...there are a lot of days where I come on here and put up a front. If I'm having a super stressful day, I'll come on here and just talk about the game and think about my next move and it's a nice distraction. I don't know if I'll keep in contact with any of these people, but I think I would enjoy an all star outing sometime in the future. 1 season doesn't seem enough.
But yeah, I've battled with a lot of dark stuff in my life, abuse from my dad, drug abuse, suicide attempts...Things I'm not proud of, but I think my past has made me a stronger person and just recently, I am starting to realize that. My gf has helped work through a lot of my issues, and having someone I can open up to has really helped since I've always kept everything to myself growing up. I've been the black sheep of the family, the shy quiet kid growing up. Let me tell you, those quiet ones are the ones you gotta worry about the most. :P
I've never had many friends, and the ones I did have were never really true friends, sadly I didn't realize that until after high school, but at least I had company and people to get drunk/get high with through out high school. So many bad decisions hahaha.
Damn I wrote a lot, oops sorry!